I should stop comparing myself to others and do things at my own time and pace because I can't be the same as another person. Of course, I should try to better myself in all aspects, but it should be at my own pace and time.
I just felt a bit bad all of a sudden because I saw that some of my friends are off to do big things with their lives (of course the term "big" is subjective) and the most exciting/worrying thing in my life right now is waiting for my check to cash in so that I can submit my taobao cart and buy my skirt off ASOS. Seriously??????? I really have to start being thrifty...
I compare myself to a lot of other people, and sometimes I just need to stop and realize that my life is separate from anyone else and even if I compare, nothing good will come out from comparing.
I'll just have to work on doing my own things and focus on my own life and the things I want to achieve. And even if what I'm working on is going slowly, I can't just give up on it just because it's not as good as others.
Hmmm, I just have a lot of issues. Lately I've also been feeling more and more dispensable, and that people matter more to me than I matter to them. I've always felt that way since forever, but then after awhile it became less obvious. Now the feeling is back though. I don't know how to stop feeling this way. It's so bad.
And something around my neighbourhood is damn bloody smelly. It smells like a pet farm with a million and one wet dogs. Aghhhhhhh.
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